Yesterday we met the Team… and for the first time in this process I had a few moments of despair. This overwhelming sense of gloom settled in later in the evening, after things had had time to percolate a bit. I took myself off for a walk down to Big Lake and back to think. And what I realized was creating this new and unexpected cloud was the sudden realization that, in spite of the Team, the love of my family and friends, and all of the support workers, I am really alone at the centre of this challenge.What drove … Continue reading The day after the big meeting